..whisper whisper..

Wed, 14 Mar 2007 15:04:21 GMT

apparently i'm "suffocating"

suffocated is how i feel today. sitting in the office, in rainy cleveland, with nothing to do but read chemistry for tuesday's test. i desperately want to be back in north carolina where the sun shines, my best friends are right next door, and i don't have to deal with a boy who has been constantly in and out of my life, confusing me to no end, for almost 2 years.

i just keep looking forward to friday, when alyse comes back. she's the best part of this city, and it feels empty to be home without her. gags and ricca come home friday too. i wish jer were back, i miss the old gang from high school so so much.

st patrick's day will be insane and i can't wait another second. i need it noww. i just hope it's not too cold...

we got a new puppy and she is so adorable. she's real hyper and add, but that makes her fun. so many people stop me on the street to tell me how pretty she is and i feel like a proud parent. until she jumps on them to kiss them and gets everyone all muddy...

Thu, 21 Dec 2006 01:21:32 GMT

i'm the best at giving my phone number to the sketchiest people imaginable.
believe it or not, i've outdone myself this time.
yupyupp, worse than winston-salem townies.

also, kurt and i are good again.
at least winter break has been good for SOMETHING.

Thu, 02 Nov 2006 04:18:15 GMT

chapel hill was fantastic.
i love holly and her family.
rando jedi was a little bit too much for me.
dirty scary men were blatantly staring at holly and i...
maybe see through nightgowns/tutus weren't the best idea...

we're sketchy. i love it. so much.

ps helllll yeah cavs. love lebo and cleveland sooo much.

Tue, 31 Oct 2006 19:01:49 GMT

high: chapel hill halloween tonight

lows: italian composition due tomorrow
italian quiz tomorrow
first year seminar paper due friday

high: pike mountain weekend this weekend

low: religion test monday

high/low: sig pi mountain weekend next weekend

blaah.

Mon, 30 Oct 2006 17:26:35 GMT

dear diary,

i hate a boy, his name is kurt, i hope he rots in hell.

love,
felicia

Fri, 27 Oct 2006 00:42:06 GMT

the first of the halloween parties started last night.
except NO ONE at ziggys was in costume except for peter and my girls.
sweeeet.

ummm no one got the morning after...they just thought i was a slut with bad makeup or risky business. whatevs.

i've decided im really sketchy and when i'm wasted i think it's okay to get rides home from townies, and then go to their houses to play pool and smoke...not okay felicia...not okay at all.

my life is just one silly drunk decision/mistake after the next. it amuses me.

Wed, 18 Oct 2006 23:42:56 GMT

i'm at a religion lecture that is pretty much putting me to sleep. i'm not all that into pilgrimages in the middle ages, but whatever. i'm being reallly bad at the whole school deal today. i spent like 4 hours in the library...on facebook and people watching. ugggh. hopefully i can get some work done before 10 so i won't be distracted during the finale of project. mmm so excited, i really hope michael wins. or uli. i love them. after that we're going to 6th and vine to get sloppy for jacqueline's 21st, should be a good time.

i got randomly verrry homesick at the library today. like i wanted to cry because i missed my dad so much. but it passed and now i'm okay. for now. it was bizarre. i can't wait to go home though, too bad thanksgiving is like a month away...

Sun, 01 Oct 2006 21:39:53 GMT

i LOVE homecoming weekend.
way too much fun.
freddie b's/bouncers who love us/random dudes/awkward mornings/pikeys/going out at 3am/late night beirut/sketchy walks/tailgate/millenium!/dancing in the rain in dresses and heels/nonstop blackout...out of control every second.

and wake football is 5-0?
don't even understand.

Mon, 18 Sep 2006 04:03:56 GMT

i hate that he gets me like this.
i hate that i constantly make myself available like this.

i still can't stop though.
i can never get enough.
too.damn.good.

messsssss.

Tue, 22 Aug 2006 12:14:39 GMT

good thing i cannot sleep anymore.

my bedroom is apparently grand central station.
arshia on the floor, jessie in my bed.
i house the homeless.

i love samantha riley kruse and i missed her so much.
i missed this place so much.
pretty sure it's gonna work out this time around
and im really stoked.

loved seeing all my boys
haaaa and i saw my hb froshies <3

Sun, 20 Aug 2006 18:31:27 GMT

oooh i found a cute one.

Sat, 19 Aug 2006 15:32:51 GMT

i love me some froshies
i really enjoyed leading them around last night.
they were so lost, poor things.

i want jacqueline to get back here.
i want arshia to be here, im sick of waiting and never seeing her.
i want everyone to be moved in already so i can see them.
aaand i want the sun to come out so i can go sit by the pool and read all day.

Fri, 18 Aug 2006 22:17:07 GMT

obx was so beautiful.
soo good to be back in winston though!

boys are way too much trouble.

Thu, 10 Aug 2006 18:37:27 GMT

jacqueline hallucinates and sees disney characters in her bed when she gets fucked up.
it is going to be a long year.
but definitely a good one.

Sat, 05 Aug 2006 06:00:37 GMT

i am in love with the apartment.
reid is putting together all of my furniture and stuff and im really excited.
drunkmark is out getting wasted and will probably black out and propose to me again.
jacqueline is in virginia for stef's birthday and i kind of miss her.
winston-salem is lonely tonight.

and i definitely still love him.

Sun, 30 Jul 2006 06:08:46 GMT

i'm pretty sure that mark is an alcoholic.
good thing im in charge of making sure he is okay.
but yeah, i still want him...

Wed, 26 Jul 2006 03:19:04 GMT

i love tennis boys.
well, not love, but i like to look at them.

everything is fixed with kurt,
but now i feel bad because i'm still talking to mark?
ohh lord.

signed the lease for the apartment today!
i am SO excited to live over there,
can't even wait to move in august 1st!

hopefully kurt can come visit or something.
i miss him.

Mon, 24 Jul 2006 12:31:48 GMT

margot has officially fallen off the face of the earth...again.

new york apparently has consumed her.
and i want her back.

Sun, 23 Jul 2006 16:56:49 GMT

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i fucked up.
this sucks.
the one thing i wanted i just threw away.
i couldn't be more stupid or upset.

Sun, 16 Jul 2006 22:35:20 GMT

.sometimes boys drive me a little more than crazy.
.so annoyed with kurt all morning, and then fucking jeff rua has to call.
.i also ate far too much at midtown this morning and now i feel gross, so i got sushi for dinner.
.roses are dying and im sad, they were beautiful.

Sat, 15 Jul 2006 14:37:55 GMT

apparently wake forest university has no more housing now so i have nowhere to live.
dad said he'd get me a "pimped out tour bus" and put it in the parking lot.
i told him he could borrow it when he goes on tour.
sean's an aspiring rapper, you might not know that.

aaanyways, yeah now libby, jacqueline and i are apartment hunting all this week.
kind of annoying because i have a million other things to do, but whatevs.

Thu, 13 Jul 2006 00:19:32 GMT

watching season two of project runway again brings back my sad feelings about daniel vosovic not winning.
pretty pumped for season three.

im the biggest loser ever.

Sun, 09 Jul 2006 12:09:49 GMT

apparently i can't sleep in past 8am.
i don't even understand, it sucks.

christmas in july party was lame but the punch was really good.
heart to heart on the mattresses outside.
i wish i had my camera but the battery was dead.
jaqueiline and i are now friends.
she drinks franzia out of her princess bowls, and wears adorable dresses.
i love her.

everyone last night had a boyfriend/girlfriend there.
it was so annoying.
stop dating in college, seriously. it bothers me.

Fri, 07 Jul 2006 17:54:59 GMT

they are mowing the quad and it smells so good.
econ is boring.
english is okay.
still havent seen my roommate...
summer school is weird.

Fri, 07 Jul 2006 03:05:50 GMT

i have far too much econ homework, and the teacher scares me.
english will be fun and there is a hottt junior who just got back from france.
someone is playing music so loud that the bass is giving me a headache and the stuff on my desk is shaking.

sweeet that everyone is out and i am stuck at my desk being nerdface bc i promised dean orser i will make him proud and he loves me and gives me creepy old man hugs and i run to him crying because i dont know what to do with my life and no one else will listen to me. i think im the weirdest thing he has ever encountered.

soooo yusuf served on some crazy ass jury duty trial...look at this insanity:
yusuf: capital murder
yusuf: it was nuts
yusuf: he and 4 other people
yusuf: robbed this store
yusuf: they tied up 3 people in the basement
yusuf: shot all three of them in the head
yusuf: but one lady lived
yusuf: and she id'd two of them
yusuf: and they snitched on the rest
yusuf: she put her hands up to pray to god
yusuf: and her hand slowed the bullet down enough to save her life
yusuf: it was nuts
fel: thats out of control.
yusuf: yeah it was
fel: what was the sentence?
yusuf: life w/out parole

jesus will save your life. there it is in black and white, homies.