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March 14th, 2007
10:58 am
apparently i'm "suffocating"
suffocated is how i feel today. sitting in the office, in rainy cleveland, with nothing to do but read chemistry for tuesday's test. i desperately want to be back in north carolina where the sun shines, my best friends are right next door, and i don't have to deal with a boy who has been constantly in and out of my life, confusing me to no end, for almost 2 years.
i just keep looking forward to friday, when alyse comes back. she's the best part of this city, and it feels empty to be home without her. gags and ricca come home friday too. i wish jer were back, i miss the old gang from high school so so much.
st patrick's day will be insane and i can't wait another second. i need it noww. i just hope it's not too cold...
we got a new puppy and she is so adorable. she's real hyper and add, but that makes her fun. so many people stop me on the street to tell me how pretty she is and i feel like a proud parent. until she jumps on them to kiss them and gets everyone all muddy...
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December 20th, 2006
08:21 pm
i'm the best at giving my phone number to the sketchiest people imaginable.
believe it or not, i've outdone myself this time.
yupyupp, worse than winston-salem townies.
also, kurt and i are good again.
at least winter break has been good for SOMETHING.
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November 1st, 2006
11:18 pm
chapel hill was fantastic.
i love holly and her family.
rando jedi was a little bit too much for me.
dirty scary men were blatantly staring at holly and i...
maybe see through nightgowns/tutus weren't the best idea...
we're sketchy. i love it. so much.
ps helllll yeah cavs. love lebo and cleveland sooo much.
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October 31st, 2006
01:56 pm
high: chapel hill halloween tonight
lows: italian composition due tomorrow
italian quiz tomorrow
first year seminar paper due friday
high: pike mountain weekend this weekend
low: religion test monday
high/low: sig pi mountain weekend next weekend
blaah.
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October 30th, 2006
12:22 pm
dear diary,
i hate a boy, his name is kurt, i hope he rots in hell.
love,
felicia
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October 26th, 2006
08:35 pm
the first of the halloween parties started last night.
except NO ONE at ziggys was in costume except for peter and my girls.
sweeeet.
ummm no one got the morning after...they just thought i was a slut with bad makeup or risky business. whatevs.
i've decided im really sketchy and when i'm wasted i think it's okay to get rides home from townies, and then go to their houses to play pool and smoke...not okay felicia...not okay at all.
my life is just one silly drunk decision/mistake after the next. it amuses me.
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October 18th, 2006
07:30 pm
i'm at a religion lecture that is pretty much putting me to sleep. i'm not all that into pilgrimages in the middle ages, but whatever. i'm being reallly bad at the whole school deal today. i spent like 4 hours in the library...on facebook and people watching. ugggh. hopefully i can get some work done before 10 so i won't be distracted during the finale of project. mmm so excited, i really hope michael wins. or uli. i love them. after that we're going to 6th and vine to get sloppy for jacqueline's 21st, should be a good time.
i got randomly verrry homesick at the library today. like i wanted to cry because i missed my dad so much. but it passed and now i'm okay. for now. it was bizarre. i can't wait to go home though, too bad thanksgiving is like a month away...
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October 1st, 2006
09:35 pm
i LOVE homecoming weekend.
way too much fun.
freddie b's/bouncers who love us/random dudes/awkward mornings/pikeys/going out at 3am/late night beirut/sketchy walks/tailgate/millenium!/dancing in the rain in dresses and heels/nonstop blackout...out of control every second.
and wake football is 5-0?
don't even understand.
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September 17th, 2006
11:58 pm
i hate that he gets me like this.
i hate that i constantly make myself available like this.
i still can't stop though.
i can never get enough.
too.damn.good.
messsssss.
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August 22nd, 2006
08:08 am
good thing i cannot sleep anymore.
my bedroom is apparently grand central station.
arshia on the floor, jessie in my bed.
i house the homeless.
i love samantha riley kruse and i missed her so much.
i missed this place so much.
pretty sure it's gonna work out this time around
and im really stoked.
loved seeing all my boys
haaaa and i saw my hb froshies <3
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August 20th, 2006
02:27 pm
oooh i found a cute one.
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August 19th, 2006
11:28 am
i love me some froshies
i really enjoyed leading them around last night.
they were so lost, poor things.
i want jacqueline to get back here.
i want arshia to be here, im sick of waiting and never seeing her.
i want everyone to be moved in already so i can see them.
aaand i want the sun to come out so i can go sit by the pool and read all day.
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August 18th, 2006
06:11 pm
obx was so beautiful.
soo good to be back in winston though!
boys are way too much trouble.
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August 10th, 2006
02:35 pm
jacqueline hallucinates and sees disney characters in her bed when she gets fucked up.
it is going to be a long year.
but definitely a good one.
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August 5th, 2006
01:58 am
i am in love with the apartment.
reid is putting together all of my furniture and stuff and im really excited.
drunkmark is out getting wasted and will probably black out and propose to me again.
jacqueline is in virginia for stef's birthday and i kind of miss her.
winston-salem is lonely tonight.
and i definitely still love him.
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July 30th, 2006
02:06 am
i'm pretty sure that mark is an alcoholic.
good thing im in charge of making sure he is okay.
but yeah, i still want him...
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July 25th, 2006
11:17 pm
i love tennis boys.
well, not love, but i like to look at them.
everything is fixed with kurt,
but now i feel bad because i'm still talking to mark?
ohh lord.
signed the lease for the apartment today!
i am SO excited to live over there,
can't even wait to move in august 1st!
hopefully kurt can come visit or something.
i miss him.
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July 24th, 2006
08:30 am
margot has officially fallen off the face of the earth...again.
new york apparently has consumed her.
and i want her back.
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July 23rd, 2006
12:54 pm
Auto Response from kdavidson2009: from the beginning, i knew that love isn't everything and it wouldnt be enough. for a moment though, with you, i doubted my reasoning. i honestly wish you could have proven me wrong...
i fucked up.
this sucks.
the one thing i wanted i just threw away.
i couldn't be more stupid or upset.
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July 16th, 2006
06:32 pm
.sometimes boys drive me a little more than crazy.
.so annoyed with kurt all morning, and then fucking jeff rua has to call.
.i also ate far too much at midtown this morning and now i feel gross, so i got sushi for dinner.
.roses are dying and im sad, they were beautiful.
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